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Pencil drawing by Khoi Huynh

For my homeboys, for my set, for being down, my reward has been the last 21 years spent in prisons up and down the state. I can’t help thinking how I could have graduated from high school and went to my prom, instead of a cell and the craziness of having to deal with 1000 other killas.

It would have been perfectly fine if I would have thought and stayed as a teenager then. Instead I put all of this “be the man” burden on my shoulders. Remain your age, don’t try to grow up too fast.

Color Pencil drawing by Khoi Huynh

It’s sad to say that I was the lucky one, becuase most of my former gang friends are dead.

At that point I had been clean for about seven years. Then I was at a party one night and somebody offered me meth. I said to myself I could do it every once in awhile and not get hooked. Yeah right. Well I ended up doing it that night and just like the first time, once turned to twice and so on. That turned into two years of drug use and now here I am.

This time… I choose not to have the gun. I choose not to press the trigger. I choose not to take a life.

Pencil drawing by Khoi Huynh

Besides my family, there are also the simple pleasures of life that I miss: beautiful girls, home cooked meals, and the son i still haven’t met. I often think of them all, and the simple things, trying to picture how my life would’ve been like if I was a free man.

People always talk about second chances, but sometimes, the chances run out.